what happened to me this school year??? i mean, yes there are the awards.
i proved my self not only to myself, but to other people too, countless of times.
but what the FUCK actually happened to me?
i stepped in college pure as fuck.
that might be exaggerating, but it is true.
now the academic year ended with me longing for sex.
the academic year started with my face
all so shiny and shimmery
the academic year also ended with face
now with the darkest of eye-bags and a shit-ton of milia
the academic year started with me keeping my best friend
my oh-so-loved best friend who exposed me to the minds of the closed
and condemned me to the core of his bones
now the academic year ended with zero communication
even though he once was communication major
the academic year started with me single and ready to mingle
my doors were open for any kind of relationship
and when love happened, i told myself: “oh shit, this is it”
i was too hopeful and got too excited
and now that the academic year has ended
my relationships with people who are dear to me, ended too.
a lot of things happened to me this first year of college
now i just get to ask myself:
is it beneficial? or is it just detrimental?
maxwellisnotwell 