ang problema ko

they say that happiness is a choice
which is true naman
but i read a research saying that actually, happiness is not a choice;
positivity is
and that’s where the problem underlies

OO NA. aminado naman ako na i don’t always choose to be positive
and that my self-pity always gets the best of me
i am often apologetic for wrongs i didn’t do
i am often look for the things i want that i cannot give myself

sobrang dependent ko sa iba, ewan ko ba
lagi akong hinahanap ‘yung assurance
‘yung comfort
‘yung validation sa iba
pero bakit hindi ko maibigay sa sarili ko?

ewan ko ba.

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